First Fallout
DEMO - (2004)
recorded in hells kitchen (January 2004)
special thanks to frankyB and mexx from autumn clan
layout and design by eva auer and roland oreski
Lyrics
perishing mankindthe bullets are ripping through the crowd/
the revolution is falling into parts/
the starving are buried by the sand/
forgotten and never before seen/
have you seen newborn dying on their first day of live/
have you seen children starving in a faraway land/
have you seen young men crying on their first day of war/
have you seen the old one dying in a silent room alone/
have you seen widows crying waiting for their fallen men/
they were only men who wanted to be/
only want to be just like we are/
they were only men who wanted to be/
in a perishing mankind/
have you seen atomic waste buried under mountains/
have you seen forests burning feeding humans greed/
have you seen dead fishes floating in a poisoned sea/
have you seen peoples killing fighting for their religion/
have you seen heroes dying in a quiet blaze of glory/
system mutilation/
system uses mental mutilation/
the system is the big body of society/
you are the little cell that thinks it’s mighty/
what do you think you change a single thing
if you just sit and scream and shout and cry about your fucking life within/
you don’t have a clue/
the things that you do/
are not here to help you get anywhere/
you forget that you/
whatever you do/
just the fucking nitrogen in their atmosphere/
you’re an ugly rub you’ll get no butterfly/
you would have better blown your brain and don’t ask why/
you breed your fatness you’re living a big lie/
so you should better face the truth shut up and die/
cry/
side by side/
they fuck your liberty you breed insanity/
search the night for victims/
smell the taste of blood/
see the bodies sleeping/
hunger your first thought/
risen from the grave/
slept a hundred years/
get out of your cave/
we’ll never mind their tears/
never care about their souls/
feeding is their only cause/
your soul is longing for/
blood your only source of hope/
sucking you dry/
ends in the morning/
hide from the sunlight/
back into your coffin/
close your eyes again/
back into eternity/
until you rise again/
endless struggle into pain/
shadows walking in the street/
hiding in the darkness/
fading out from your sight/
danger in the night/
here i’m standing at the stage/
the crowd beneath/
is looking up to see/
i’ve nothing left to loose/
there they are here i stand/
all on my own/
they’ll leave me alone/
once again like everyone/
frustration is a weak word/
for the feelings i hide inside/
hopes were destroyed/
all my life long and will be again/
all the people i cared for/
had less than that for me/
they set their expectations/
which were too great for me/
no one cared at all about me/
no one thought of me/
no one saw it coming/
i only know i’ve got to be free/
no one thought of me/
no one saw it coming/
the crowd now screams at me/
they’re afraid I’ll go further/
but i don’t want to let them down/
so i take my step and fly/
as the concrete gets closer/
i feel light like never before/
my sorrows have no meanings/
as i crashed into the floor/
as i opened my eyes no one was at my side/
no one’s a friend in the end/
i knew that i was right/
